I took these shots ages ago during my brother-in-law's bachelor party, and it was the 1st day I had gotten my 50mm f1.8 lens ( which eventually fell down a cliff and survived ). These shots were taken back then but I didnt work on them for lack of reason or meaning.

However I decided to work on it recently as they had a feeling for me, yet I couldnt place it. So, I just did what I felt. Ive been having mixed feelings.

despair and hope

but my mind is getting out of the despair now and into hope. I didnt know what to do and that complete loss of ... all that is me. So, with that low, I almost lost my mind and that lead to me stop thinking, stop caring and do the things i missed most in my life. which in a round about way lead to my happiness now. it lead to me being really happy and now im just going on and beginning to enjoy my life again.

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moral of the story

when you feel like you have nothing left to do, your at your end. your wanting just one part of your life to be going right that you can lean on, that you can say ,"im doing a great job with [whatever]." when your at that point, stop worrying, stop thinking, almost stop caring, and do what makes you you. re-inspire yourself, dont visit friends and hide from it, go out and enjoy something you love.

"Artists block is when you have nothing to say or show."

and sometimes, you have a life block too.

get inspired and dream